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Monday, 19 January 2009
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If I had a gun, I'd probably shoot myself in the head now...
but,
nahhh, I probably won't. Haven't gotten the Vandalize album yet. Heh
But honestly, my head's gonna explode if I keep thinking about THAT. Doesn't help I'm constantly reminded about it every other day, and, let's face it, I can't run away from it. Ever.
Tho' that is what I really wanna do. Run away.
Run away, with the Vandalize album in my hand - run away, and just disappear.
This will be on hiatus for now. I definitely will write again, but I dunno when. Next week? Next year? Who knows, suddenly am feeling good and may write even tomorrow.
But nahhh, honestly. It may take awhile.....
Then again, who actually reads this xanga and cares? Lol.
So till the next blog, whenever that may be,
JA~!
P/S Ho' Crappers, as I was ending this, I just got an sms stating that my package that I ordered which includes the Vandalize album had just arrived today. Talk about small surprises~
Hmnn, now where's that gun......
PP/S Kidding about the gun. Really.
Monday, 01 December 2008
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That Extra Miracle, lol~
alice nine. Tour 2008 [ DISCOTHEQUE play like "A' RAINBOWS ]
Firstly, to all those who actually GOT to go to alice nine's Rainbows' lives and see this group perform in person, I just wana say...
I HATE YOUUUU AM FREAKING JEALOUS OF YOUUUUUUUU! *squats down at a dark corner and sulks*
Huhu T.T But nahhh, I can't possible hate u guys ( but won't deny on the jealous part >.<; ) but seriously lo, u have attended what must be one of the most fun-est, syok-est and best concerts ever!
Honestly, among all the other alice nine concerts I've seen, their Rainbows' live was BY FAR one of their best (yet ^^)! Not only coz the boys truly gave their 100%, but I believe the whole production team and their staff truly strived to make it an excellent concert, that even us who can only watch alice nine perform on the screen can truly take-in the whole atmosphere of that concert.
Arigatou Lighting-person-san, for making the cool light effects that just blew me away and perfectly complimented alice nine's performance throughout the whole night (note to mention for helping creating many really memorable moments~ )
Arigatou-Cameraperson-san for taking various shots that successfully captured the beauty and rawness of the concert, as well as daring to be experimental with the camera that resulted in showing Absolutely Gorgeous scenes (Great angles + Shadows and Misc. Ligthing effects = BEAUTIFUL CINEMATOGRAPHY! Never mind it's just a concert performance, it was really THAT good!)
Arigatou Stylist-san for giving alice nine awesome attire that fit in perfectly with a Rainbow theme, Arigatou Editor-san for doing such an excellent job that made watching the DVD an experience on its own, and also for smoothly transitioning the performance and behind-the-scenes clips!
Arigatou to all the fans present that night, for giving so much love, cheers and headbanging' that further ignited the night, never failing to cheer whenever they can and no doubt, had given the band such a huge buzz and rush.
And of course, Arigato gozaimasu to alice nine for simply rocking out, and at some times delivered such suprisingly heartfelt and almost-unplugged-like performances that left me gawking a bit (didn't really get to see this side of them in their previous concert clips - actually, have they done anything like that before even? ^-^;;;). And.....while watching the dvd, I couldn't help but notice that I was having the same exact giddy-and-extremely-proud feeling when I watched my first ever god concert (god 2001 concert) so, YAY!
<3
Plus, I can't help but sayang each of the members more now after watching this! It's funny how easy it is to kinda figure what lil'quirks they each seem to have ( Saga-chan likes fooling around in front of the cam when they're backstage! And doesn't seem to care if he looks like a dork while doing so, lol) - and obviously, gaining more respect from me after seeing that all of them are really damn bladi' talented in their own right!
So here I'll post one of my many fav. things of each member that I noticed and learnt of from the concert ;
:: NAO ::
Okay, see this pic of a Chow Chow
and take note of that feeling you're having right now. If you're like me, you're basically going 'EEEEEE KYAAAA MYGAWDSOFREAKINGCUUUUUTE, fwuffy-fwuffy cuuuuute~~~~~~ Must kidnap and hide at home so can puas-puas squeeze-squeeze and play with cute bundle of very fwuffy' fur <333 '
Yeaaaaa, so basically, THAT feeling, is what I have towards Nao right now *___* (ok, minus the 'puas-puas squeeze-squeeze and play' part ... I think xP ). Honestly, despite being the oldest member AND the Leader, you can't help but view him as lil' kid at times - and gosh, he made me LOL so much during the backstage clips with his attempts at 'disturbing' his fans xD And oh, I just wana declare he also probably has the most distinct sounding laugh in the world (I swear it's like a mix of a laugh and giggle that goes high pitched in the end =.=;)
A very happy-go-lucky person, and is even nicknamed 'Nao-Pooh san' by his band members! (and, at this point, I really can't imagine him as the leader that has the task of controlling the boys, lol). But dude, don't underestimate this guy, coz once he hits the drums, he plays the hell out of it! He totally killed during his drum solo in the concert, and with all that energy and concentration, I really wondered if it was really Nao playing....then suddenly he looks at the cam, flashes a quick big smile and instantly you'll go Aawww~ Yeap, that is the dorky leader Pooh-san we all know and love =D
Yesh, that is indeed a baseball bat. Need I explain more about Nao-Pooh san? xD 
:: TORA ::
Statue Tiger! Lol~ But, ehm.... *thinks back about the concert* haha *recalls what Tora did* HAHA *imagines back his various facial expressions* PUAHAHAHAHA~! *starts rolling on the floor, laughing like mad* My gosh, CharleneTasu, GraceChichi! You HAVE to see the amount of Tora-expressions that were caught on cam - damn lawak, and the cam really had him at weirdest angles sometimes, lol XD But aww Tora, don't worry, if there's one thing for sure,
is that you, as always, look damn kakkoi' playing your guitar =) And oh ya ya! Tora actually got a KISS from someone! (Which actually took him by surprise and later made him fall to the floor and laugh like maddd xP Happy guessing who his 'attacker' is, haha!)
:: SAGA ::
After seeing their rehearsals and backstage clips, I now can honestly say that, hands down, Saga is the BEST looking one when not wearing make-up. He really does have a natural beauty that I know many girls would kill for >.<; And oh, also
he had a reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally nice hairstyle during the live that I absolutely adore - multiple layering involved ne (it looks damn chun' from the side I tell you!) But no worries ppl, I'm not gona go crazy and run to the nearest hairdresser with Saga's hairstyle in mind coz I am sane and well aware that to be able to pull off that hairstyle, one has to have a sharp face and features, plus have an extremely nice side profile T.T Cisss kicks Saga far far away (But ooh, Grace,! I would love to see u try it! I think it'll suit u well ^^) During the concert, as usual Saga made his fans scream happily at his special 'duet' with his bass *koffkoff* LOL~
:: HIROTO ::
PON! <3 How much more can I possibly gush about this lil' ball of energy that is super talented, and somehow managed to mature so fast that he was so hot and s_xy during the whole freakin show! (Yeah, somehow I still can't accept attaching the word 'sexy' to him yet ;_; Huhu)
Me want HiroPon. Hide and lock up the in closet. Not the kidding. (Pweeeeeeeeety' please?) And can I just add how happy I am to find out that most of the English words that were (breathlessly) said in some of their songs were actually done by him?! Bwahahaha~ Ish, why so cute one lah wei >.<v LOL
:: SHOU ::
To my utmost surprise, the cam seemed to have captured so many shots of Shou looking so vulnerable - and one of it must've been, when, for the first time ever (for me, at least) Shou performed a song by himself, accompanied by ONLY a pianist. Yesh, this was indeed a first for me to see him sing without the 4 boys surrounding him and somehow I could almost sense how nervous he must've been - it's well known that Shou has little self-confidence (wtf, why would you ever think that Shouuuuuu!) and every year has strive to improve himself so that he, as quoted by himself, " Can be a singer that earns my rightful place in alice nine and stand proud and be an equal to each of them".T_T I wonder if you've forgotten Shou, that the rest have blogged and said they ARE lucky to have you as their singer, and like Hiroto wrote, 'I believe we do have the best vocalist in the whole entire world!' So hush you always-perasan-bidak-and-now-perasan-not-good-enough boy! *hugs Shou*
So yeah, after Shou finished performing an acapella-like version of that song, I seriously wanted to stand up and clap for him non-stop (And I might've actually cried a bit that 1st time). Easily that was one of my top 5 fav.performances of that night - finally being able to hear Shou sing on his own, I realized just how unique and raw his vocals were. Is he a good singer? Hell yesh! Those high notes getting hit properly is no easy feat! But is he the best? Definitely not, but I can say this - Shou's voice is Shou's alone, and having that tinge of rawness with it, I'm so thankful and proud that he is indeed THE vocalist of alice nine (=
Plus, I would like to declare that I honestly believe that, along with Ho Young, Shou's smile may have the ability to stop war and possibly allows him get away with ANYTHING.
Note: This pic is beautiful, but it really doesn't do justice to the smile Shou gives when you see him perform. I remember seeing him smile in the concert for the first time, and I SWEAR, I really think my heart actually freaking skipped a beat. Yesh, it's that cliche' line from most tween books about girls who fall in love at first sight, yada yada. But in my case, it was just a moment of being caught up in a beautiful smile.
It wasn't like he was posing and smiling for the camera. It wasn't that he was doing so coz he knew he had to look good on stage. It was simply him being happy - standing and singing on stage with his best buddies, overlooking the sea of meaningful smiling faces cheering along with him.
That, my friends, was a smile STRAIGHT from the heart. Nothing could be more honest and beautiful than that for a fan like me. And the fact that Shou smiled happily soooo much during the show didn't help me in trying to ignore my heart didn't fail to skip each time he did ^-^
And on that note, I'd also like to add that other than Shou, Nao, Saga, Tora and Hiroto were smiling a whole lot during the concert too, so that just made the concert a whole lot more meaningful and memorable (=
THANK YOU alice nine ! For giving me such an awesome and precious memory that I'll keep locked forever in my memory treasure box <3
:: original scans of cropped pics credit to alice nine community LJ, gif credits to jimaka from alice nine community in LJ, chow chow pic credits to google image results ::
And oh, coz I enjoyed doing this post so much, and love alice nine to bits, bonus pic and gif~!
'Pooh-san' piggy-back-riding his 'Tiger' around the stage, lol! XD <3
And of course,
There is never too much of ShouPon moments (Kyaaaaa~~~ <3 )
p/s, Just finished this post at 5.15 am (Siao, I know, but seriously don't ask why - coz I also dunno why haha) so pls forgive me for any grammatical, spelling etc mistakes that occured. Will edit again later, hah~
Sunday, 30 November 2008
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Miracle ; Part II
As some of u (or maybe to be more specific, 'Two of you' *pokes ShuShu and SharJe xD*) may know already judging by my previous post, my much anticipated 'loves' have arrived
Yesh, after having locked myself indoors about 5-6 days a week, saving just enough $$$ to kumpul it together with a part of my next allowance...
They've arrived, they've finally arrived !!! And yesh yesh, I am caught between two loves xP
Firstly I'd love to say a biiiiiiig THANK YOUUUU for my dear Kak Bailah, who made it possible for my loves to arrive safely in KL ^^ Saranghae unnie'
~! *Dances around while doing the Saranghae pose, lol*
So my first love to spazz about ;
My Ho Youngie who returns with a GREAT ALBUM! And I am honestly saying this without being biased, coz man, even just after the first listen of the whole album, I seriously thought, Damn heck, THIS should've been his debut album ne!!! T.T And I'm also so happy and proud that this album actually made a number of K-pop fans (who weren't god or Hoi fans to begin with) actually take notice of him =D
Regarding the packaging and album presentation, at first glance it does look a bit simple (tho' I do absolutely adore the cover - and woohoo, finally! Not a hint of those fantastic abs of yours, YAY! =p ) , but as I opened it my jaw dropped coz they were soooooooooooooooooooooooo many beautiful pics inside! They really looked like a fashion pictorial, and I have so many faves among them~ <3
But one thing I wana ask is and know is...
who the heck was the one that suggested all the pages should be stuck together at the edge, and can only be ripped to reveal the two pages inside?!? *pengsan* Ok, I admit, it is a pretty neat idea, seeing that first u get to drool over critically analyze and observe Hoi's gorgeous pictures, then when u rip the pages, u actually get to see more pics with a totally different theme, as well as the album's song lyrics and 'Thanks to' messages.
But seriously, even tho' it did provide that tear-able section so u 'supposedly' can pull apart the pages easily, I think I nearly got a heart attack when I was half-way ripping the 2nd section - coz that was the SECOND section that I somehow screwed up and tore a tiny piece off from the picture, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T__________T
Thank goodness the damage wasn't really obvious, and my later attempts were successful *phew*
But as much as I love and am moved by his songs, his lyrics,his pictures....
It was reading his 'Thanks to' page that nearly left me in tears, and made me believe and have hope in a Miracle.
Nearing the end of his message, he wrote;
" Joonie hyung, Kye Sangie hyung, Danny hyung..Kim Tae ssuh...Cutie Tae Woo!!! THANK YOU!!! "
*Pure Love* After all those times, they are still remembered, regardless of where they are, what they are doing, or what their chosen paths are now.
And I SWEAR, he really wrote 'Joonie' and 'Kye Sangie' in Hangeul! xD
*Siiigh* And once again, I can't help but wonder about Kye Sang..... *criiies*
But for now, I would just like to say,
Thank you, Son Ho Young oppa
Man, I can't believe it's only like about a month away to god's 10'th Anniversary
Okies, this spazz unknowingly went a bit emo in the end, so let's continue on the spazziness with ...
My. first. EVER. alice. nine. dvd. <333 Purrty puuuuurrty, Shinyy Shinyyyyyyyy - LOVE IT!
But ok, in all honesty, the first time I held it, I was struck by how light it was, and when I opened it, was even more surprised by the non-existent of a dvd booklet (Heck, guess this is what u get when you're too used to K-pop goodies that tend to spoil one rotten =.=; ) But I shrugged that thought off, and opened the casing...
....That's when yet another Miracle occured ^^ Remember how in this post, I was whining sadly explaining on my missed chance to order the First Press Edition of alice nine's concert dvd which included a particular 'Extra' goody that I really, really, REALLY wanted? Well, I pretty much just looked over all the contents, letting my eyes enjoy the view (harhar), when suddenly it hit me when I saw
that, which seems to be some kind of card thingy. Huh. Picked it up, noticed how it was laminated and looked suspiciously like a certain kind of tag, and when I turned it around...... well, the thing that would best explain my expression is O_O !!!
I slowly held it up, got Kak Bailah and Farah's attention, and in a kinda confusing state, said, "Err, guys I don't think I'm supposed to be getting this alice nine's 2008 Tour Pass Replica ne? *blinks-blinks eyes"
"WHAT?!" Kak Bailah and Farah grabbed the Tour Pass, mirroring my surprise as they were analyzing it. After I talked with Kak Bailah tho', I found out that at the time I sent the link to Kak Bailah, asking for her help to order it, the First Press Edition was indeed unavailable. BUT, by the time Kak Bailah finally placed an order for it, the First Press Edition seemed to have miracously re-appear again, so she chose that version for me instead.
Oh. My. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWD *hugs and thanks Kak Bailah for the zillionth time* You are my miracle too unnie! xD Man, if I was the one that ordered it, I would've totally miss the chance to own this
alice nine tour 2008 DISCOTHEQUE play like "A" RAINBOWS' s ACCESS ALL AREA Tour Pass replica ! *faints*
I am well aware just how lucky I am to have this <3 And crap, what I wouldn't give to have a time machine and go back to last August in Japan and attend all TEN of alice nine's lives with this. All Access man, I would totally hide among their racks of clothes and admire them quietly HAHA go each and every one of their lives and scream my head off and pretty much be blinded by all their prettiness (Shou don't u dare look away and pretend not to know what I'm talking about whenever I mention 'prettiness'! Lol)
Haiik, initially I intended to add a review fully-spazzy post about the alice nine's dvd concert too, which I finished watching at about 5 am yesterday, but my eyes are threatening to close this very minute, so I guess I'll continue that in an 'Extra Miracle Edition' post later, lol.
So yeah, please do forgive me for the mass amount of grammar/spelling/sentence mistakes that might've occured in this post. Hopefully later I'll be wide awake enough to read through it again and edit some bits and pieces ^-^v
But for now, if I have to say anything about the alice nine dvd concert after watching it, it'll be;
1) Fcuking Awesome
2) I wana steal Nao-chan and have him as my Pomenarian-doggie pet
3) I think Shou made my heart skip. Like, 5 freaking times (or more, DANGNAMMIT!).
Till' the next post~
Saturday, 29 November 2008
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Miracle ; Part I
Okay, I actually forgot that Japanese dvds can't be watched on Malaysia's dvd players coz most Japanese dvds are of Region Code 2, which means it's only playable in Japan, Europe, Middle East and South Africa. Hurrr.
So..........................................
Why the freaking heck is my alice nine dvd playing very normally on my dvd player in my living room?!?!?!
O_O;;;;
Like, KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~!
OMFG *runs around happily in circles*
Okay, dammit, it's like 2 am now, and I still need to take a shower but HELL, there's no way I'm going to sleep now after accidentally seeing the beginning of the concert already!
Let's just hope I won't be late for my 12noon outing later, gehhhh~
But oh my gosh, PON-BABY, MATTE' KUDASAIIIIIII ! <3 I foresee me hugging the tv screen a lot later LOL
* runs up to shower*
Saturday, 22 November 2008
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Yesh, these are the type of things I blog about. Oh well, it is MY blog - and it makes me happeeee!
Alice Nine
One thing I noticed about them is the lack (or shall I say non-existent) of beanies being worn by any of them - which of course when compared with god or CSS, is a thing that sticks out very blatantly since it's been such a norm to see every member in both groups wearing beanies, plus I believe some of them actually have freakin big collection of beanies even (Yesh, hello there Danny~ Has your reportedly airport-sized wardrobe closet grown again? xDDD)
To date, based on all the past and present pics I've already collected (and believe me, that's a LOT. A lot, a lot =___=) I think the amount of times I've seen any Alice Nine member wearing any form of headgear is.... 5-10 times? LOL~ I kid you not - on top of my head, I know Shou, Pon and I think Nao has worn those Top-Hat things (like the one Pon is wearing in the above picture ^^ What are they actually called anyway ne?), and I vaguely remember Tora wearing a cap once, and of course that cute-plaided-scarf-whatchacallit-head-thingy which Shou wore during their Cosmic World stage (Dude, not EVERYONE can ever pull off wearing dat, but of course Shou managed to look tres' chic in it, haha - oh well, we are talking about a guy who manages to make even Gold tights and Leopard-print pants look good. Heck, you won't ever see me in those! Come on, would YOU? ;P)
So yeah, that's it. Hence, made me realize that none of them has worn a beanie before.....
Well, that is, until I saw scanned pics from a J-Rock mag last week =P And of course I 'KYAAAAA'-ed happily because now I can say that, Yesh! Finally an Alice Nine-er is wearing a beanie, and that person is non-other then....

[RAWR - of COURSE u had to pose with your guitar, which can't help but make me gawk even more at this great pic. He's a Rockstar yo! ;P )
My dear Hiro-Pon, yaaaay! <3
And omygosssssssssssh, dare I say that among my fave guys, he really rocks the look and totally looks the coolest among them, heeeeeee *ignores whines and sounds of protest coming from Hoi and Gwang Su*
But aaw, I think each guy pulls off a specialty when they wear beanies (AND glasses!), nyoh?
Pon....
I can't think of anything other then 'DAMN KAKKOI !!! ' when I see him in these batch of pics ^^ Yeah, the black leather jacket and guitar might've helped in that factor, but realllly, I love seeing him in those glasses and beanie - and I sure hope he'll start wearing them often (= Moreover, it does help him look more like his age, and I don't think he'd be easily mistaken as a kid looking like dat, haha =p
Gwang Su yahhh...
Ok, if there's anything that I can claim is unfair about this dude, it'll be that this guy is totally the stylo-mylo type, and unfairly looks good (read: HOT) in ANYTHING. From seeing him wearing expensive tailored Suits to throwing on some white tank-top and ripped-up shorts, one thing is evident - Gwang Su is hot, therefore anything he wears automatically IS hot (and I have a sneaking suspicion even HE knows he's hot =.=; ).
So yeah, Gwang Su in casual wear teamed with a beanie and cool-looking shades = DAMN HOT.
And of course, there's Ho Youngie...
who, after nearly making me die trying to look up all his pics in my laptop AND external, made me realize that each pic of him wearing a beanie automatically has him (surprise, surprise) smiling ever so brightly and cutely =D Well, smiling 24/7 is nothing new for Hoi, but I guess with the beanie (and yeap, the same type of thick, black-framed glasses that Pon is wearing), it just emphasizes those pearly whites of his much more, hehe. But personally for me, Hoi looks so much cuter when he just wears the beanie alone - somehow it makes his features sweeter even? ^^
But yeah, with Hoi in a beanie accompanied by that trademark smile of his, how can anything else but CUTE come to mind?!
And eh, did I just describe the youngest among the three as 'Hot', while the oldest earned the 'Cute' title? Isn't it usually the other way around? LOL
AND, I just found out that Hoi had a fanmeeting today in Osaka, Japan! PLUS, he's also going to represent Korea in 'Korea Japan POP FESTIVAL 2008' this coming 12 December, yay! Wonder which other K-pop and J-pop artistes will be present too ^^;
Kan bagus if Cho Shin Sung can join oso *siiigh* And added bonus, if for some miracle Alice Nine also decides to partake in the festival, mwahaha! (Okay, I know it says 'Pop' Festival and I bet Alice Nine will be busy promoting their new single, but hush and let me dream a bit will ya' xD)
Hmn, actually, I wonder if CSS are in Korea or Japan right now =_______=; But uwahhh, if they are in Japan right now, that means CSS, Hoi and Alice Nine are all together in the same country and breathing the same air, wheeeeeeeeee! Yesh, I am a dork, did u just notice?
And, just for fun, another thing I noticed blatantly similar about Hoi, Gwang Su and Hiroto .....
they really love showing off their bod errr, tend to like leaving their tops unbuttoned or unzipped. *sweats*
Which doesn't actually make me jump for joy or anything =.=;;; Shocking I know, but honestly, this seems to be a must-do habit of every guy I pick as a fave, gehhh. With Hoi, as I watched him grow over the years, I kinda felt he was going into that type of direction (tho' I do miss the small-sized Hoi very much. Oh well, at least his smile is still the same as always). Gwang Su, I soon enough found out he is THAT type of person, when realizing there were quite a number of topless pics of himself which he posted in his cyworld - the boy is damn proud of his body...and actually has every right to be ^^;). And then there's Pon. Heck, he's the tiniest in the group, moreover the youngest. And can pass up as a lil kid if he wants to. So yeah, I thought FINALLY, someone a bit 'different' from the rest...
Then I watched some concert clips. And a few candid photos.......
How was I suppose to know he would end up being THAT guy among his group members pula?! >_____<; It should be Saga I tell you, Saga! Waaaaaa~ (But ehh, I guess the fact that Pon has abs is an advantage? O.O). Knew I should've sticked to Shou in the beginning Ahh Pon, don't worry, I'll learn to tolerate this baaaaaaad habit of yours, just like the others (=
.....What? It IS a bad habit bah.. My guys parading their nice bods for everyone to see is baaaaaaaad, a big NO-NO. By right I should be the only one to that entitlement, BWAHAHA!
Okay, I can really feel myself getting giddier and siao-er as I blog more about this post, with a big stupid grin on my face.
By the way, if anyone knows where I can get the big, loose type of beanie that Hoi and Gwang Su are wearing, please let me knowwwww! I've been wanting to get one of those, but haven't seen any here in KL or even Singapore ^-^;;; Oddly enough, I think I have a beanie that's similar to Pon's tho', woohoo!
:: pics credits to Ho Young's Soompi thread, CSS Stargaze forum and Alice Nine LJ community page ::
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